Sunday, January 18, 2009

@ 4:35 AM

yesterday night he came up to my house while i was sleeping and banged the door so hard that i thought my father found where i was living =.= i thought he came with an angry intention so was reluctant to open.

i felt guilty like half a min later, so i just decided to open it. he got my carebear for me, and he rushed off. i was still very angry with him, and besides, carebear is the easy one to find. so my thought was like, "why buy it only now when you could have showed yr sincerity ages ago? why wait till i give up on believing you?"

and then today his phone was faulty so all day long, we didn't receive each other's msg. when he came to my workplace i was already at sim lim. but this time he tried to find his way there, until the previous time he wasn't even willing to try. he went through many ERPs and detour to find his way there.

although he kept talking about it as if claiming credit, but i think he deserved at least a little applause. and then he surprised me with my elephant !!! i was like OMG !!! i hug the elephant until i don't wanna hug him on bike, i hugged the elephant between then hug him =/

he say actually queensway still got sell =.= but belle and i walk SOOOO many rounds but nv see, even asked the person. maybe is fate wanna let him buy ba. although he got it easily, and chose the elephant with the wrong cutting thus causing it to have a fierce expression instead of the innocent one like in the previous photo, but i think he's done enough la.

today whole day he's been trying very hard to make me happy. although in some aspects he's still very himself, but i think i should give in this time cause it can't be all about myself either.

i'm trying hard to believe and hope that he's not doing all these only when i'm angry, when i give up, or just only now. i hope he'll love me truly from now.

yeap i think of all the chances i've given us, this might be the one i'm more convinced to, not totally, but much better than the rest.

he's tired and sped all the way to my house to send me home. i gave him a speed limit of 80km/h for his way home.

i wonder if he abides to it?
i'm worried.

trying to love you once again boy.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

@ 4:35 AM

yesterday night he came up to my house while i was sleeping and banged the door so hard that i thought my father found where i was living =.= i thought he came with an angry intention so was reluctant to open.

i felt guilty like half a min later, so i just decided to open it. he got my carebear for me, and he rushed off. i was still very angry with him, and besides, carebear is the easy one to find. so my thought was like, "why buy it only now when you could have showed yr sincerity ages ago? why wait till i give up on believing you?"

and then today his phone was faulty so all day long, we didn't receive each other's msg. when he came to my workplace i was already at sim lim. but this time he tried to find his way there, until the previous time he wasn't even willing to try. he went through many ERPs and detour to find his way there.

although he kept talking about it as if claiming credit, but i think he deserved at least a little applause. and then he surprised me with my elephant !!! i was like OMG !!! i hug the elephant until i don't wanna hug him on bike, i hugged the elephant between then hug him =/

he say actually queensway still got sell =.= but belle and i walk SOOOO many rounds but nv see, even asked the person. maybe is fate wanna let him buy ba. although he got it easily, and chose the elephant with the wrong cutting thus causing it to have a fierce expression instead of the innocent one like in the previous photo, but i think he's done enough la.

today whole day he's been trying very hard to make me happy. although in some aspects he's still very himself, but i think i should give in this time cause it can't be all about myself either.

i'm trying hard to believe and hope that he's not doing all these only when i'm angry, when i give up, or just only now. i hope he'll love me truly from now.

yeap i think of all the chances i've given us, this might be the one i'm more convinced to, not totally, but much better than the rest.

he's tired and sped all the way to my house to send me home. i gave him a speed limit of 80km/h for his way home.

i wonder if he abides to it?
i'm worried.

trying to love you once again boy.