Monday, February 23, 2009

@ 11:21 PM

mood check: 70% happy, the other 30% in a spectrum, can't be explained lol.

my day started damn wrong, trust me.
my monthly visit is earlier by a week.

mom: aiya you emotionally unstable is like that one la, also not first time so black face for what.
me: no la no la, i'm sexually active can.
mom: naughty girl ..............

i actually smiled at that. LOL. i like my mum to call me girl cause it makes me feel yyyyoounnnnggggg =)

my day started off with loads of printing cause i don't wanna lug a laptop that will distract me in school and also after exams. so i forgot how does the manual duplex work in my printer, and ended up wasting more paper than saving them. what's best is at the end i realized those that i printed are redundant, used as rough paper for my study.

it's my last paper for the semester and i had not studied one bit until 9plus in the morning. but still, my study session was like some chit chat thing with adeline and zi yu. i don't seem that nervous i'm supposed to be at all when i don't even have my notes. what on earth was i thinking !!

what started to make me happy was the exam paper. second time i spotted the right questions =) i feel real lucky these days. for my PEC modules, out of like 12 sub topics or so that my teacher mentioned, i spotted like 7 or 8 of them. 9 came out so only 1 question which i might have answered poorly, but that was 25marks =/ for today, out of 3 major topics, i only concentrated on 2, and true enough, only 2 came out LOL !!! my life actually still not that bad ma xD

met people after school and went to BBDC to terminate my account, seriously no mood to learn LOL !! when we were on the 985 going to change 174 to town, we saw that our bus went off. so i was like saying "aiya later like the one opposite, very fast come another one la." and true enough it appeared. people almost o.0'' as if i'm some psychic LOL !! then i should wish everyone tio 4D and TOTO right, everybody happy =D then those i don't like i should say "abadakabroom !!! please throw yourself up in the sky and then fall into a volcano !!" xDD

was supposed to do the rose rose and star star thingy today but i think my bro forgot haha. i don't think anyone get what i mean here lol!! but nvm, small thing luh.

JOLYNN is very happy today because she got to play like ALOT of jubeat after the hiatus. and she managed to tahan like more than 4-5 sessions of basketball thing. she should sweat it out more often, keep fit haha. but surprisingly i don't feel tired at all !!! only tired mentally. i felt like fainting all the time, but i just feel like playing and playing.

this holiday is gonna be a so good one. i ain't gonna look for jobs unless they look for me which is pretty unlikely looking at the current situation of the economy. i really wanna spend it playing and slacking. it's been like 2-3years i haven't played. i don't wanna lose my youth. i've been having that 7 day a week kind of life, striving for my career etc. now that thing's turn for a change, i should take a well deserved break =) except for the upcoming IT show. jolynn is still jolynn, got IT show zhao sha !!!!!!! HAHAHA !!!

somehow when i knew that my wish ain't gonna come true,
i felt a sense of relieve, because i don't need to keep wishing anymore.
i don't want the sleepless nights spent crying,
i don't want to feel like a ghost roaming about in the day.
i wanna be happy and i'm just gonna be.
nothing you do can hurt me anymore,
because i know you're walking away. =)


silly ....
i will never ask you for anything,
don't avoid unless you detest me.
anyhow, i just wish for you to be happy =)


a brand new step. a wonderful life.

Monday, February 23, 2009

@ 11:21 PM

mood check: 70% happy, the other 30% in a spectrum, can't be explained lol.

my day started damn wrong, trust me.
my monthly visit is earlier by a week.

mom: aiya you emotionally unstable is like that one la, also not first time so black face for what.
me: no la no la, i'm sexually active can.
mom: naughty girl ..............

i actually smiled at that. LOL. i like my mum to call me girl cause it makes me feel yyyyoounnnnggggg =)

my day started off with loads of printing cause i don't wanna lug a laptop that will distract me in school and also after exams. so i forgot how does the manual duplex work in my printer, and ended up wasting more paper than saving them. what's best is at the end i realized those that i printed are redundant, used as rough paper for my study.

it's my last paper for the semester and i had not studied one bit until 9plus in the morning. but still, my study session was like some chit chat thing with adeline and zi yu. i don't seem that nervous i'm supposed to be at all when i don't even have my notes. what on earth was i thinking !!

what started to make me happy was the exam paper. second time i spotted the right questions =) i feel real lucky these days. for my PEC modules, out of like 12 sub topics or so that my teacher mentioned, i spotted like 7 or 8 of them. 9 came out so only 1 question which i might have answered poorly, but that was 25marks =/ for today, out of 3 major topics, i only concentrated on 2, and true enough, only 2 came out LOL !!! my life actually still not that bad ma xD

met people after school and went to BBDC to terminate my account, seriously no mood to learn LOL !! when we were on the 985 going to change 174 to town, we saw that our bus went off. so i was like saying "aiya later like the one opposite, very fast come another one la." and true enough it appeared. people almost o.0'' as if i'm some psychic LOL !! then i should wish everyone tio 4D and TOTO right, everybody happy =D then those i don't like i should say "abadakabroom !!! please throw yourself up in the sky and then fall into a volcano !!" xDD

was supposed to do the rose rose and star star thingy today but i think my bro forgot haha. i don't think anyone get what i mean here lol!! but nvm, small thing luh.

JOLYNN is very happy today because she got to play like ALOT of jubeat after the hiatus. and she managed to tahan like more than 4-5 sessions of basketball thing. she should sweat it out more often, keep fit haha. but surprisingly i don't feel tired at all !!! only tired mentally. i felt like fainting all the time, but i just feel like playing and playing.

this holiday is gonna be a so good one. i ain't gonna look for jobs unless they look for me which is pretty unlikely looking at the current situation of the economy. i really wanna spend it playing and slacking. it's been like 2-3years i haven't played. i don't wanna lose my youth. i've been having that 7 day a week kind of life, striving for my career etc. now that thing's turn for a change, i should take a well deserved break =) except for the upcoming IT show. jolynn is still jolynn, got IT show zhao sha !!!!!!! HAHAHA !!!

somehow when i knew that my wish ain't gonna come true,
i felt a sense of relieve, because i don't need to keep wishing anymore.
i don't want the sleepless nights spent crying,
i don't want to feel like a ghost roaming about in the day.
i wanna be happy and i'm just gonna be.
nothing you do can hurt me anymore,
because i know you're walking away. =)


silly ....
i will never ask you for anything,
don't avoid unless you detest me.
anyhow, i just wish for you to be happy =)


a brand new step. a wonderful life.