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JOLYNN CHEW
A goddamn PERFECTIONIST
loves to be doted on like a PRINCESS
Looks for SINCERITY, SUPPORT, UNDERSTANDING in a person
she Is MATERIALISTIC
LOVES belle, and that's FOREVER.
EASY to talk to, but HARD to please.
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SHE WANTS ........................
to be a little more successful
to be carefree
to receive flowers heehee !!
 surprises and more surprises !!
ACHIEVED WISHES
 a new laptop
chio laptop case
more nice clothes =D
a new phone DATED Nov 2009
UN-ACHIEVED ONES
laser treatment for my face
SNSD concert tickets
holidays to Thailand, HK, UK, US, Aussie and China?
go overseas with my love one DATED long ago
unlimited slimming sessions LOL DATED since young
BURBERRY wallet DATED Mar 2008
GUCCI LV bag DATED Aug 2009
a new phone DATED Nov 2009
CANON IXUS 130 in orange DATED Mar 2010
hotel stayovers DATED June 2010
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 Sunday, March 8, 2009  @ 12:58 AM there are some reasons why jolynn's always like forever angry, cause she keeps meeting dumb people like the dumb old cabbie she and her mum bumped into just now !!! he horned to ask if we wanna take cab from quite a distance, i ignored since i was still adjusting my shoes. my mum being nice waved for him to come. should not have man. he sped at 130km/hr super dangerously and on his radio super loud that i couldn't hear my MP3 still nvm. i fell asleep due to the fatigue from absense of rest and also a full day of work today. so he exited AYE, my mum woke me up and he asked if i wanna go straight up or make a turn. i said turn. then he was like "aiya turn there need u-turn, i think you go straight better." (then you ask for what?) so was i like nvm ................ then now he purposely wanna reverse the car from the traffic light to turn o.0'' all the other cars were honking at us luh !!! super paiseh. waste of time and money too !!! then he was like trying to save himself or what "that's why i asked you which way you wanna go. i don't think you live here, you seemed blur when i asked you which way to go haha." WTF !!! lao niang just woke up, what you expect? HUH I SAY WHICH WAY YOU GOT LISTEN MEH !!! act smart only. i don't live here then you live here ar !!! being like super tired, i just let him be, as long as i get home. my mum took out 50bucks for him to change, he had no small change. so my mum dug out like 14bucks, the fare was $15.30 thanks to the reverse =.= he act act say nvm, $.130 nvm. so i dug out a dollar coin from my pocket and gave it to him. he asked "then 30cents?" NABEH !!! i've never seen sucha miser yet super action OLD hero can !!!! super pissed, i slammed the door when i alighted. FYI, i don't usually slam doors, cause i'd hate it if i'm the person inside. but it's like i had enough of his nonsense man !!! i'm freaking tired and you're giving me all the rubbish !!! seriously, taxi drivers should go through EQ tests. =.= ok enough of that old bald man. i got this touching love story from belle's blog from which she got from weemeng. Title: I love you
I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him. Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him. And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls. To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl…
“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.
“I can’t”
“Why? You need to study at home?” I felt disappointment grabbing me.
“No… I am going to meet a friend…”
He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before. To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all. He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…200days… Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don’t know why…
Then one day…
Me: Um, Jin, I …
Jin: What…don’t drag, just say..
Me: I love you.
Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.
That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me the doll. Then he disappeared, like he was running away. The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many…
Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call. But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the sky was dark… he still didn’t call. It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.
Me: Jin…
Jin: Here…take this…
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me: What’s this?
Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I’m going home now, bye.
Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin: Today? Huh?
I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.Then I shouted… “Wait…”
Jin: You have something to say?
Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…
Jin: What?!
Me: Tell me
I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left.
“I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.”
That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb… and I collapsed to the ground. He didn’t want to say it easily… How could he…. I felt that… Maybe he is not the right guy for me…
After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn’t call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. That’s how those dolls piled up in my room… everyday
After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw him on a street… with another girl… He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me…as he touched the doll… I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell… Why did he gave these to me… Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him. He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that… it’s going to end. Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.
Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?
I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual…
Me: I don’t need it. Jin: What….why…
I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.
Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I don’t want to see a person like you again!
I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.
“I’m sorry” He apologized in a tiny voice. He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll…
Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!
But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll. Then…
Honk~ Honk~
With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.
“Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted… But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.
“Jin, move!” HONK~!! “Boom!” That sound, so terrifying.
That’s how he went away from me. That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.
After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him… And after spending two months like a crazy person… I took out the dolls.
Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out. I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days… when we were in love…
“One…two… three…” That was how… I started to count the dolls…
“Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty five…” It all ended with 485 dolls.
I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…
“I love you~, I love you~” I dropped the dolls,shocked.
“I….lo..ve…you??” I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.
“I love you~ I love you~” It can’t be! I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side.
“I love you~”
“I love you~”
“I love you~”
Those words came out non-stop. I…love you… Why didn’t I realize that….That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much… I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much…
“Jo…Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn’t say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you… everyday… till I die… Jo… I love you…”
The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked god, why do I only know about all this now? He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute…
For that… and for that reason… to me… it became courage… to live a beautiful life.
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on a random note, jolynn is confused, but very in self-control. give myself time, yes, i need some time.
12:58 AM
No man means all he says, and yet very few say all they mean,
for words are slippery and thoughts are vicious.
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SHE .........
DON'T LIKE PEOPLE TO -.- HER !!
hates to be questioned
hates chicken brest meat
hates dark chocolate
hates grapes with seeds
hates raisins
hates onions, garlic, shallots, leeks, and anything in the same category
SHE ............
LOVES mutton, tulang merah, or lamb shank =)
loves instant jellyfish =)
loves TEOCHEW PORRIDGE downstairs my house
loves yong tau foo from the midnight stall downstairs
loves san lor hor fun from PP hwa hwa coffeeshop !!
loves red bean dumplings from Asian Kitchen !!
loves pasta from Shokudo
loves sweet water prawns from IKEA =)
loves van houtten almond chocolate
loves KFC =D
loves sentosa cove xD
loves sashimi
loves peanut mochi from the vegan store near aljunied station !!
loves ferrero rocher =D
loves zha jiang mian from CT
loves sweet potato leaves/stem =))
loves curry fish head
loves wanton mee at joo chiat place =D
loves macadamia nut ice-cream from andersons
good food lah !!
DINING RESTAURANT'S HALL OF FAME
1) Suki Sushi Buffet
2) Sushi tei
3) Ajisen
4) Fish & Co.
5) Soup Restaurant
6) Xin Wang HK Cafe
7) Red Star Dimsum
8) Park Royal Plaza Buffet
9) Jack's Place
10) Mr Bean Cafe
11) Marutama Ramen
12) Professor Brawn's Cafe
13) Asian Kitchen
14) Kiseki Japanese Buffet
15) Shokudo Japanese Restaurant
CHOCOLATE'S HALL OF FAME
TOP OF THE LIST: Belgian Chocolates (authentic ones please)
2) the chocolates shannen always buy me =)
3) FROZEN kinder bueno
4) Ferrero Rocher
5) Van Houtten Almond Milk Chocolate
MAGGIE MEE'S HALL OF FAME
TOP OF THE LIST: INDOMEE !!
2) Nissin Dry Noodles
3) Myojo Prawn Noodle Soup
4) Maggie Curry Noodles
5) Myojo Ramen Char Mee
6) Indofood Dry Noodles
CHIP'S HALL OF FAME
TOP OF THE LIST: SAPPORO VEG CHILLI STRIPS
2) Calbee Hot & Spicy
3) Calbee Black Pepper Prawn Crackers
4) Cartwheel Biscuits
5) Pringles Seaweed Flavour
6) Pringles Shrimp Flavour
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Sunday, March 8, 2009 @ 12:58 AM there are some reasons why jolynn's always like forever angry, cause she keeps meeting dumb people like the dumb old cabbie she and her mum bumped into just now !!! he horned to ask if we wanna take cab from quite a distance, i ignored since i was still adjusting my shoes. my mum being nice waved for him to come. should not have man. he sped at 130km/hr super dangerously and on his radio super loud that i couldn't hear my MP3 still nvm. i fell asleep due to the fatigue from absense of rest and also a full day of work today. so he exited AYE, my mum woke me up and he asked if i wanna go straight up or make a turn. i said turn. then he was like "aiya turn there need u-turn, i think you go straight better." (then you ask for what?) so was i like nvm ................ then now he purposely wanna reverse the car from the traffic light to turn o.0'' all the other cars were honking at us luh !!! super paiseh. waste of time and money too !!! then he was like trying to save himself or what "that's why i asked you which way you wanna go. i don't think you live here, you seemed blur when i asked you which way to go haha." WTF !!! lao niang just woke up, what you expect? HUH I SAY WHICH WAY YOU GOT LISTEN MEH !!! act smart only. i don't live here then you live here ar !!! being like super tired, i just let him be, as long as i get home. my mum took out 50bucks for him to change, he had no small change. so my mum dug out like 14bucks, the fare was $15.30 thanks to the reverse =.= he act act say nvm, $.130 nvm. so i dug out a dollar coin from my pocket and gave it to him. he asked "then 30cents?" NABEH !!! i've never seen sucha miser yet super action OLD hero can !!!! super pissed, i slammed the door when i alighted. FYI, i don't usually slam doors, cause i'd hate it if i'm the person inside. but it's like i had enough of his nonsense man !!! i'm freaking tired and you're giving me all the rubbish !!! seriously, taxi drivers should go through EQ tests. =.= ok enough of that old bald man. i got this touching love story from belle's blog from which she got from weemeng. Title: I love you
I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him. Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him. And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls. To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl…
“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.
“I can’t”
“Why? You need to study at home?” I felt disappointment grabbing me.
“No… I am going to meet a friend…”
He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before. To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all. He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…200days… Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don’t know why…
Then one day…
Me: Um, Jin, I …
Jin: What…don’t drag, just say..
Me: I love you.
Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.
That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me the doll. Then he disappeared, like he was running away. The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many…
Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call. But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the sky was dark… he still didn’t call. It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.
Me: Jin…
Jin: Here…take this…
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me: What’s this?
Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I’m going home now, bye.
Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin: Today? Huh?
I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.Then I shouted… “Wait…”
Jin: You have something to say?
Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…
Jin: What?!
Me: Tell me
I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left.
“I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.”
That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb… and I collapsed to the ground. He didn’t want to say it easily… How could he…. I felt that… Maybe he is not the right guy for me…
After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn’t call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. That’s how those dolls piled up in my room… everyday
After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw him on a street… with another girl… He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me…as he touched the doll… I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell… Why did he gave these to me… Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him. He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that… it’s going to end. Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.
Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?
I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual…
Me: I don’t need it. Jin: What….why…
I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.
Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I don’t want to see a person like you again!
I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.
“I’m sorry” He apologized in a tiny voice. He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll…
Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!
But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll. Then…
Honk~ Honk~
With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.
“Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted… But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.
“Jin, move!” HONK~!! “Boom!” That sound, so terrifying.
That’s how he went away from me. That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.
After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him… And after spending two months like a crazy person… I took out the dolls.
Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out. I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days… when we were in love…
“One…two… three…” That was how… I started to count the dolls…
“Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty five…” It all ended with 485 dolls.
I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…
“I love you~, I love you~” I dropped the dolls,shocked.
“I….lo..ve…you??” I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.
“I love you~ I love you~” It can’t be! I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side.
“I love you~”
“I love you~”
“I love you~”
Those words came out non-stop. I…love you… Why didn’t I realize that….That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much… I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much…
“Jo…Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn’t say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you… everyday… till I die… Jo… I love you…”
The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked god, why do I only know about all this now? He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute…
For that… and for that reason… to me… it became courage… to live a beautiful life.
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on a random note, jolynn is confused, but very in self-control. give myself time, yes, i need some time.
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