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JOLYNN CHEW

A goddamn PERFECTIONIST
loves to be doted on like a PRINCESS
Looks for SINCERITY, SUPPORT, UNDERSTANDING in a person
she Is MATERIALISTIC
LOVES belle, and that's FOREVER.
EASY to talk to, but HARD to please.


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If your heart is in your dream, no request is too extreme. :)

SHE WANTS ........................

to be a little more successful
to be carefree
to receive flowers heehee !!
surprises and more surprises !!

ACHIEVED WISHES

a new laptop
chio laptop case
more nice clothes =D
a new phone DATED Nov 2009

UN-ACHIEVED ONES

laser treatment for my face
SNSD concert tickets
holidays to Thailand, HK, UK, US, Aussie and China?
go overseas with my love one DATED long ago
unlimited slimming sessions LOL DATED since young
BURBERRY wallet DATED Mar 2008
GUCCI LV bag DATED Aug 2009
a new phone DATED Nov 2009
CANON IXUS 130 in orange DATED Mar 2010
hotel stayovers DATED June 2010


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Wednesday, April 22, 2009
@ 3:09 PM

omg last few days was DAMN touching !!! yeah i know i went to school and all that but that's not the point. below is belle's tag to me and after that is an offline message from my childhood friend who's currently still in taiwan. all of a sudden i feel the care from people around that i have not felt the past month. i'm damn touched by them !!!


"actually when i read that sentence. yes i was angry. but not angry becuz he said me. but i was angry for u. becuz he noes tt i'm ur bestfren yet he still say that to u.. and i know how u feel. becuz i put myself in ur shoes and if my bf said ur not important i would get real mad too.. becuz it's insensitive and crude. but dear girl. although it was a short 1 mth. at least, you're not going to get more fruitless months ahead, instead you've done the right thing and ur life ahead will be much better. don't look back. ok? (: stay strong.. you've always been one who looks so strong outside, but inside, you're weak.. i know that. and it pains me that i'm going soon and i worry about you... and i've not blamed you for 'neglecting' me for ur bf . and never once was i angry =] . becuz i know a bf is equally important, and whats more its the 1st month, like a 'honeymoon' , i juz hoped that u and him would last. things would get better and sweeter, though it's otherwise, it's nothing to be sad about girl, becuz you shld be happy that you are free.. free to get a MUCH BETTER guy. someone who deserves u.. and treats u well.. ok girl? (: meet soon? =]"

yes she actually tagged sucha LLLOOONNNNGGGG message on my tagboard. i read it in class and i almost cried T.T

and my taiwan friend i call her 小月=)

小月:

女人,我知道你现在一定很自责但是这一切都也不是你想要的啊。
如果你做他的女朋友,有领薪水的话,对他服服贴贴就是你的责任,可是你没有啊!! 他是大错特错的嘞!!
明天虽然是 happy 1st month anniversary, 但如果你不和他分手,你还会过着 happy 的一天吗?
照顾自己比较重要啦女人!!
要保重哦!!

translation:

girl i know you'll be very self-approaching now but this all is not what you wanted. if we look in the perspective as you being his girlfriend as a job and receive a pay from him, yes your job will be to care for him and make him happy only. but you did not !!! so he's at the great big fault ok !! although tomorrow's happy anniversary, but you think, if you didn't break up with him, will your day still be happy? taking care of yourself is more important la girl !!



omg these few important people plus many others who gave me support make me feel that life's so much more meaningful now. thank you all of you =) i love you guys !!


first few days of school was a breeze. elmo hasn't come to find me for lunch yet. peng yu hang haven't decided to look me up although he was in school. ah nia eh !! LOL !! withdrawal symptoms suck like hell. maybe it's PMS symptoms as well.

1) morning sickness
2) sinus
3) easily fatigue
4) feverish
5) nausea


looks more like pregnancy symptoms luh -.= i always eat alot, then i will knock out i don't know why. and will wake up vomitting =.= shit man. and i sleep at wierd irregular hours can. 11pm-5am. the next day will be like 4pm-1am. and then 9pm all the way to 7pm. who knows about today?

happy anniversary =)))
i'm all over you.
goodbye.



3:09 PM

No man means all he says, and yet very few say all they mean,
for words are slippery and thoughts are vicious.