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JOLYNN CHEW

A goddamn PERFECTIONIST
loves to be doted on like a PRINCESS
Looks for SINCERITY, SUPPORT, UNDERSTANDING in a person
she Is MATERIALISTIC
LOVES belle, and that's FOREVER.
EASY to talk to, but HARD to please.


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If your heart is in your dream, no request is too extreme. :)

SHE WANTS ........................

to be a little more successful
to be carefree
to receive flowers heehee !!
surprises and more surprises !!

ACHIEVED WISHES

a new laptop
chio laptop case
more nice clothes =D
a new phone DATED Nov 2009

UN-ACHIEVED ONES

laser treatment for my face
SNSD concert tickets
holidays to Thailand, HK, UK, US, Aussie and China?
go overseas with my love one DATED long ago
unlimited slimming sessions LOL DATED since young
BURBERRY wallet DATED Mar 2008
GUCCI LV bag DATED Aug 2009
a new phone DATED Nov 2009
CANON IXUS 130 in orange DATED Mar 2010
hotel stayovers DATED June 2010


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Monday, June 8, 2009
@ 10:11 PM

tomorrow will be the day, when hell starts. the phase which i'm most afraid of. i'm walking in there w/o any support or assurance of anyone. i feel unwanted, but i know i must understand BF is working. working more important.

although people's BF all will take off cause to them support GF to assure them more important, but i got a different BF, and i must learn to understand and accept everything. of course work is important, if can sit there and play poker yet earn money, this opportunity is damn important, why bother about me. go out with me only will spend money. if miss this chance jiu can't earn the money le right !! so working is right, it's right. i understand.


and .....

GOSH !!!!!! it's so noisy in here .............

i don't care how, but people who will help me to wish that my BF loves me more then you tag or you talk to me. how good is my BF i know myself, no need everyone to tell me !! even if i'm dumb to choose him, i'm dumb, and just accept it ok. i know i know, i can get better guys, just stretch my hand and grab only, but i just love this one in front of me can ?? i 犯贱 alright !!!

to luv u alwae:

i definitely know who you are, cause you're the only one who refuses to call my english name, and says that chinese name is something you will call the person you love. all i can say is, don't like that leh, later he love me lesser how. i never say you no good, but i'm just scared he will treat me worse and don't care about me. so you just don't say all these anymore, if not the remaining relationship we might have will be gone too. i don't wanna risk my relationship with my BF for this. i'm already trying damn hard, almost going mad, this is not the time to give up.



i think i wanna silent out my thoughts from here already. i'll still keep the blog going but minus my feelings on it. i've already another place to put all my secrets. it's already filling to the brim of my heart, threatening to spill anytime. i won't say anything here, cause my BF will love me less and less. i love my secret corner.


the very last monday spent alone in the dark.
yeah i understand that earning xxx amount of money is more important than acc-ing me.
yeah you shouldn't call me, play poker and win money better.
i know you got heart to call coz once i msg you then you call already.
you never forget me at all, never .....
all i understand, as long as you love me and don't ignore me.




i don't know what am i becoming ........
i can't take it much anymore ............
can you just shoot me with a gun, please ................
my heads hurts so much ...........
the haunting just don't go away ...............
please, let me wake up one day, and my BF treat me alot better than he used to before ..........
please .............




10:11 PM

No man means all he says, and yet very few say all they mean,
for words are slippery and thoughts are vicious.