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JOLYNN CHEW

A goddamn PERFECTIONIST
loves to be doted on like a PRINCESS
Looks for SINCERITY, SUPPORT, UNDERSTANDING in a person
she Is MATERIALISTIC
LOVES belle, and that's FOREVER.
EASY to talk to, but HARD to please.


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If your heart is in your dream, no request is too extreme. :)

SHE WANTS ........................

to be a little more successful
to be carefree
to receive flowers heehee !!
surprises and more surprises !!

ACHIEVED WISHES

a new laptop
chio laptop case
more nice clothes =D
a new phone DATED Nov 2009

UN-ACHIEVED ONES

laser treatment for my face
SNSD concert tickets
holidays to Thailand, HK, UK, US, Aussie and China?
go overseas with my love one DATED long ago
unlimited slimming sessions LOL DATED since young
BURBERRY wallet DATED Mar 2008
GUCCI LV bag DATED Aug 2009
a new phone DATED Nov 2009
CANON IXUS 130 in orange DATED Mar 2010
hotel stayovers DATED June 2010


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Thursday, July 2, 2009
@ 11:38 PM

i had a really bad dream yesterday, and after talking to my BF today, i felt like it was coming true.

i really don't understand how he thinks. and have no idea how he lives his life this way. not doing anything for people, and i don't mean everything, literally not one thing. how is that possible not to be really concern about any one? if he doesn't have any one he really wants to do something for, wants to protect and wants to take care of, then what does his love means? so when he says he loves so-and-so very much, what does it really mean?


although we seldom quarrel now, but i seem less concern about everything.
however in my heart, 我越来越不能接受他了。
does it matter to him? hmmmm ...
i don't which direction we're heading, but i'm just walking blindly ....
until i'm lost one day.


i don't think he reads this blog, nor will he understand this portion i'm gonna post now, but let's just take it as i post for the sake of posting.

To be in love is to feel vulnerable.
not having the power over the situation.
Some people think it will be
gone tomorrow and that worries them.
2 of those people, is
me, and belle.

love is not just an emotion, but also an ability.
not just knowing it's a feeling
but knowing how to give it right.



11:38 PM

No man means all he says, and yet very few say all they mean,
for words are slippery and thoughts are vicious.