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JOLYNN CHEW

A goddamn PERFECTIONIST
loves to be doted on like a PRINCESS
Looks for SINCERITY, SUPPORT, UNDERSTANDING in a person
she Is MATERIALISTIC
LOVES belle, and that's FOREVER.
EASY to talk to, but HARD to please.


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If your heart is in your dream, no request is too extreme. :)

SHE WANTS ........................

to be a little more successful
to be carefree
to receive flowers heehee !!
surprises and more surprises !!

ACHIEVED WISHES

a new laptop
chio laptop case
more nice clothes =D
a new phone DATED Nov 2009

UN-ACHIEVED ONES

laser treatment for my face
SNSD concert tickets
holidays to Thailand, HK, UK, US, Aussie and China?
go overseas with my love one DATED long ago
unlimited slimming sessions LOL DATED since young
BURBERRY wallet DATED Mar 2008
GUCCI LV bag DATED Aug 2009
a new phone DATED Nov 2009
CANON IXUS 130 in orange DATED Mar 2010
hotel stayovers DATED June 2010


Reminisce




Monday, July 6, 2009
@ 3:15 AM

maybe even if i don't want you, you won't even feel the difference in your life.
i simply have no significance to you, that's why you treat my feelings like transparent.
now you even behave like i never existed.
how can i get your love ....
when i don't even see myself in your eyes .....


你是这世界里,最不疼爱我的人。
我太爱你了,所以才会对自己残忍。

why can all the BFs treat their GFs like humans, or way better,
but my BF can't.
he just cannot have a heart for me at all.

i am very confused now. to stay or to go.
i really can't make a decision at all.
and i'm gonna explode, i feel like i'm gonna whack him when he's sleeping.
i love him so much yet i hate him so much.
CAN YOU FEEL MY HELPLESSNESS !!!!!!!


tonight i tried my best not to cry for you anymore, i played all the games in your phone, to distract the tears in my eyes, but it just kept falling out.
i want to learn how to be strong, and slowly love my own.
but i failed my first stage and that's not to cry for you.
when is the day when i don't feel the need to love you anymore.



3:15 AM

No man means all he says, and yet very few say all they mean,
for words are slippery and thoughts are vicious.