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JOLYNN CHEW

A goddamn PERFECTIONIST
loves to be doted on like a PRINCESS
Looks for SINCERITY, SUPPORT, UNDERSTANDING in a person
she Is MATERIALISTIC
LOVES belle, and that's FOREVER.
EASY to talk to, but HARD to please.


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If your heart is in your dream, no request is too extreme. :)

SHE WANTS ........................

to be a little more successful
to be carefree
to receive flowers heehee !!
surprises and more surprises !!

ACHIEVED WISHES

a new laptop
chio laptop case
more nice clothes =D
a new phone DATED Nov 2009

UN-ACHIEVED ONES

laser treatment for my face
SNSD concert tickets
holidays to Thailand, HK, UK, US, Aussie and China?
go overseas with my love one DATED long ago
unlimited slimming sessions LOL DATED since young
BURBERRY wallet DATED Mar 2008
GUCCI LV bag DATED Aug 2009
a new phone DATED Nov 2009
CANON IXUS 130 in orange DATED Mar 2010
hotel stayovers DATED June 2010


Reminisce




Tuesday, July 7, 2009
@ 2:15 PM

was so tired because he made me cry the whole night on sunday.

went out with belle for sushi and prawning but i was so damn tired. sorry darling.

and i realized, i actually don't need him at all.

our relationship is taking a break. it's on rocks now. nobody cares for each other anymore. nobody feels the need to make effort anymore. we're just letting it drown slowly. so let's just see what happens after the break, it becomes better or worse.


and what's more, they are too many distractions. yesterday a guy tried to hit on me at the prawning area. what a bad taste he has seriously. i'm not the kind of girl guys will go after or take a second look. but well, i shrugged him off.

and then an old friend came to psycho me ............... but well, i know that even if my BF were to treat me the worse, i will not leave for a second guy just because he treats me better or what, cause the fact is i love my BF, not just someone who treat me good.


MY LIFE IS TOTALLY IN A MESS NOW !!!

i brought our kids out, the kid i was holding hands with ran away when approaching the library, he pulled me and i fell down. but no one helped me up. my life's just pathetic to the max man.

it's just like my BF hurting me and leaving me alone there. yes he does this all the time now, without fail. his heart doesn't beat for me anymore, he does not care already.

i just quarrelled with my mum. and i hate the way she's so .... nvm whatever.

jolynn feels isolated.

i lost my BF's heart, my mum's and my children. what's the point of living. am better off dead.



2:15 PM

No man means all he says, and yet very few say all they mean,
for words are slippery and thoughts are vicious.