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JOLYNN CHEW

A goddamn PERFECTIONIST
loves to be doted on like a PRINCESS
Looks for SINCERITY, SUPPORT, UNDERSTANDING in a person
she Is MATERIALISTIC
LOVES belle, and that's FOREVER.
EASY to talk to, but HARD to please.


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If your heart is in your dream, no request is too extreme. :)

SHE WANTS ........................

to be a little more successful
to be carefree
to receive flowers heehee !!
surprises and more surprises !!

ACHIEVED WISHES

a new laptop
chio laptop case
more nice clothes =D
a new phone DATED Nov 2009

UN-ACHIEVED ONES

laser treatment for my face
SNSD concert tickets
holidays to Thailand, HK, UK, US, Aussie and China?
go overseas with my love one DATED long ago
unlimited slimming sessions LOL DATED since young
BURBERRY wallet DATED Mar 2008
GUCCI LV bag DATED Aug 2009
a new phone DATED Nov 2009
CANON IXUS 130 in orange DATED Mar 2010
hotel stayovers DATED June 2010


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Monday, September 28, 2009
@ 3:34 AM

i just read the life story of a guy who is a friend of a friend. a terrible disease invaded his life and caused him to lose many things in his life. nevertheless, he still keeps strong and loves everyone around him to his fullest. he has just passed away on friday, and here i mourn for him.

i very much admire his efforts to live on. it's sucha shame we healthy alive and kicking ones fail to treasure and to love, while he tries so hard just to express half of what we can. but the meanings behind his actions always surpasses us, cause we never had to worry about leaving this world soon.

the last year of his life, i could see the things he did and the time he tries to spend with his girl. he loves her so much, that when i read this story, i wished he was mine. (ok that's abit over.) i believe he has touched the lives of his family, friends and everyone around him, and i hope he's happy somewhere he is now.

rest in peace.





on a random note, my day kinda sucked. it was family outing, not that i don't like my relatives, but everything just didn't go well for me.

i have like 6blisters on my feet now thanks to the goddamn heels. i should have remembered why i didn't continue wearing them after the first time i tried it 2years back.

and recently the thought of him, my ex, keeps crossing my mind. and i even text-ed him, the stupidest thing i ever did. cause as i expected, he won't really bother to reply.

i just wonder after reading my friend's friend's story, how will he react if that person was me? is it really true that you've to be gone in order for the love to stay true? do i have to die for him to know my love?

BAH !! i need to get out of this shit soon. remembering him is something that wastes alot of time in my life doing nothing constructive to it.


and then this thought just crossed my mind again. i'm most probably gonna spend my valentine's next year single again. BAH what the heck, not the first time anyway.

guys are bad for you if they are no good. get the meaning =)



3:34 AM

No man means all he says, and yet very few say all they mean,
for words are slippery and thoughts are vicious.