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JOLYNN CHEW

A goddamn PERFECTIONIST
loves to be doted on like a PRINCESS
Looks for SINCERITY, SUPPORT, UNDERSTANDING in a person
she Is MATERIALISTIC
LOVES belle, and that's FOREVER.
EASY to talk to, but HARD to please.


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If your heart is in your dream, no request is too extreme. :)

SHE WANTS ........................

to be a little more successful
to be carefree
to receive flowers heehee !!
surprises and more surprises !!

ACHIEVED WISHES

a new laptop
chio laptop case
more nice clothes =D
a new phone DATED Nov 2009

UN-ACHIEVED ONES

laser treatment for my face
SNSD concert tickets
holidays to Thailand, HK, UK, US, Aussie and China?
go overseas with my love one DATED long ago
unlimited slimming sessions LOL DATED since young
BURBERRY wallet DATED Mar 2008
GUCCI LV bag DATED Aug 2009
a new phone DATED Nov 2009
CANON IXUS 130 in orange DATED Mar 2010
hotel stayovers DATED June 2010


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Thursday, January 7, 2010
@ 5:13 PM

my toe, arm, and finger is swollen yet again. i think there's some toxin in my blood like what my uncle says. bought medicine for it, and i think it's getting better, hope it doesn't relapse again. the swell in my finger is making it numb, but i still have to carry things around thanks to unsympathetic objects who can't be bothered about my well-being at all.

sorry for not posting for like a longgg time.

things seems to have turned a better view, but while others are busy absorbing the goodness of everything, i'm here habouring a gut feeling that it's like the silence before the storms. ok i'm trying not to jinx anything, but it's just the truth i cannot avoid. heard some stuffs about my friend from my uncle, but i know these are things that are meant to be, i cannot sound that person out, and i can't reveal to anyone, but just watch it happen, and accept it.

it's the hardest thing to do, but life has taught me how to go about it.

my life is ok, i've escaped quite a few bad luck stuffs despite being a first hand witness of a series of bad events. i wouldn't say i'm perfectly lucky, but i'm fine for now. everyone has ups and downs, but i wish that friend of mine, will take things easy as they come. i'm sorry i can't say much now, but i hope he/she knows that i'm saying this for him/her.


now i am trying to fufill my resolutions for the past year. i'm trying to stop smoking, i smoke alot lesser now really. i work 2days a week, but i try to smoke only 1day out of the 2. or rather, less than 5sticks.

and i eat 25% less than a few weeks back when i kept stuffing myself with food. now if i eat junk food, i will not eat anymore. unlike last time, junk foods are like just dessert for me. i don't know how to measure this, but yuppp i'm trying to at least not stuff till full full.

as for love life, i will try to avoid any for at least the first half of this year. i think i'm emotionally unstable =/

for school, it suck. no reasons mentioned why, but a friend who goes through it with me will know why. only the both of us can share the same thought. school is ok, assignments are fine ..... but some things just make it suck so muchhhh !!

i don't know why i randomly came to post all these, but i really just need a breather.



5:13 PM

No man means all he says, and yet very few say all they mean,
for words are slippery and thoughts are vicious.