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JOLYNN CHEW

A goddamn PERFECTIONIST
loves to be doted on like a PRINCESS
Looks for SINCERITY, SUPPORT, UNDERSTANDING in a person
she Is MATERIALISTIC
LOVES belle, and that's FOREVER.
EASY to talk to, but HARD to please.


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If your heart is in your dream, no request is too extreme. :)

SHE WANTS ........................

to be a little more successful
to be carefree
to receive flowers heehee !!
surprises and more surprises !!

ACHIEVED WISHES

a new laptop
chio laptop case
more nice clothes =D
a new phone DATED Nov 2009

UN-ACHIEVED ONES

laser treatment for my face
SNSD concert tickets
holidays to Thailand, HK, UK, US, Aussie and China?
go overseas with my love one DATED long ago
unlimited slimming sessions LOL DATED since young
BURBERRY wallet DATED Mar 2008
GUCCI LV bag DATED Aug 2009
a new phone DATED Nov 2009
CANON IXUS 130 in orange DATED Mar 2010
hotel stayovers DATED June 2010


Reminisce




Saturday, March 6, 2010
@ 7:50 PM

very first of all .....................


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY !!

took her to professor brawn cafe @ novena square 2. quite a good experience =) lobster bisque totally beat jack's place hands down !! i had pan-seared norwegian salmon, mommy had fish & chips. double scoop waffle for dessert =) no photos cause no cam =[ but the dessert was kinda sub-standard =///


i felt quite guilty because throughout my mom could sense i was feeling very down. she msg-ed me later telling me not to take it all by myself. but i really wonder how people share their deepest feelings to someone? how do you know if you can trust the person?

i only voice out when i want to gain some understanding from that person. or just to vent abit (only with belle). i wish i can have everyone there to comfort or whatever, but too bad, life's not so beautiful.


am i ok yet?
no i'm not.
but why should i show it?

i really miss feeling protected. now everyone treats me like i'm bulletproof =[ and i don't know how long more can i take it.





it was easy to say everything,
and for me to agree.
but little did everyone know,
it can be so hard for me.

acting happy is peanuts,
saying and meaning it,
being real happy is the ultimate.



7:50 PM

No man means all he says, and yet very few say all they mean,
for words are slippery and thoughts are vicious.