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JOLYNN CHEW

A goddamn PERFECTIONIST
loves to be doted on like a PRINCESS
Looks for SINCERITY, SUPPORT, UNDERSTANDING in a person
she Is MATERIALISTIC
LOVES belle, and that's FOREVER.
EASY to talk to, but HARD to please.


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If your heart is in your dream, no request is too extreme. :)

SHE WANTS ........................

to be a little more successful
to be carefree
to receive flowers heehee !!
surprises and more surprises !!

ACHIEVED WISHES

a new laptop
chio laptop case
more nice clothes =D
a new phone DATED Nov 2009

UN-ACHIEVED ONES

laser treatment for my face
SNSD concert tickets
holidays to Thailand, HK, UK, US, Aussie and China?
go overseas with my love one DATED long ago
unlimited slimming sessions LOL DATED since young
BURBERRY wallet DATED Mar 2008
GUCCI LV bag DATED Aug 2009
a new phone DATED Nov 2009
CANON IXUS 130 in orange DATED Mar 2010
hotel stayovers DATED June 2010


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Wednesday, October 27, 2010
for a dearest person @ 2:11 AM

my poor girl, apparently isn't having an easy time over her side. she's faraway, and it's hard for us to be really there. as i recall my poly days, which were kinda as hectic as what it sounds, i still had her to help me do my learning corner stuffs. it was a very good feeling that i had a friend so nice to help, and i so much wish i could return that, helping her to film and stuff.



i too, miss the times we were just readily there for each other. just a phonecall away, or even three bus stops to reach her personally. how we share common thoughts, interests, and likings. how we could just scream and be rude to each other, yet never felt offended. we seem to always know what was funny to each other, and her responses were SO PREDICTABLE, the screaming, laughing, which sometimes came along with a few smacks or grabs at my poor arm. talk about telepathy, we say the same things outta nowhere at the same time super randomly, we have our monthly thing together, and have it end together as well, sometimes fall sick at the same time, and running into good luck on the same day too.

how we never quarrelled, or got angry with one another (i think we do, but it was never real anger =D). it sounds lesbian-ish, but we couldn't express the immense love for a friend. many friends come and went off in my life, i never felt like i had to keep anybody by force, but this girl, she can't escape as my bestie anymore haha. i'm kidding, cause we don't even need force to keep close =)

although sometimes when i read posts like this, i feel like grabbing her back to her comfy home, but i know she's a star, she's there to shine. despite the hardships presented to her, she met real love, a very nice man she could rely on for support probably throughout her life. i believe he's there as us, because with him, her days are definitely more beautiful than if she never had met him.

i can't believe i couldn't keep my emotions at this time upon reading that post. i miss her so much, but i didn't want her to feel empty, now it's pouring all out. just as i was almost getting all emo, belle told me about a tentative plan of returning to singapore for a week. not confirmed at all, but the thought of it entertains all the loneliness, and it makes these months easier to pass.

belle, i love you =) i know it's mushy, but there hasn't been anything more special than this friendship. it's like we share the same cells =) dear you, i just wanna say, i'll never be able to forget you silly even if one day i choose to. if god chooses to make me senile and forget you, i'm sure he's planned to let us meet in an even more beautiful way =) don't feel sad, don't feel far, cause i'm keeping your heart close to mine !!



2:11 AM

No man means all he says, and yet very few say all they mean,
for words are slippery and thoughts are vicious.