Thursday, October 4, 2012

@ 11:34 PM

it's time to write again (just a little earlier), for those who reads whatever's here even without a facebook announcement.

you know when you see some people, they post a photo of their girl and a simple caption ":)" or "<3" the feeling it gives is just like envious to the clouds. it's as if you understood how special was their bond, as if you knew what it really meant to them.

i'm just trying so hard to be that kind of girl, for someone to be proud of me, cannot resist to tell their world, even if it's just a simple post like what mentioned above. to be able to make someone smile, just thinking about me. i ain't anything close to that. i'm jealous, demanding, too out-spoken, and loud.

i yearn to be that girl in your heart.

trying to be less reliant, more understanding, less pampered, more attractive. but it's hard to deserve a special place. i hate to dress up, or behave in a way that "girls should behave". totally atypical.


but above all these ......................

no one likes to be hidden. when you love them.

aside from all, no white dresses nor pretty shoes, no nice hair nor perfume, no dainty gestures nor poised speeches, just there lies a forsaken loving heart.

Thursday, October 4, 2012

@ 11:34 PM

it's time to write again (just a little earlier), for those who reads whatever's here even without a facebook announcement.

you know when you see some people, they post a photo of their girl and a simple caption ":)" or "<3" the feeling it gives is just like envious to the clouds. it's as if you understood how special was their bond, as if you knew what it really meant to them.

i'm just trying so hard to be that kind of girl, for someone to be proud of me, cannot resist to tell their world, even if it's just a simple post like what mentioned above. to be able to make someone smile, just thinking about me. i ain't anything close to that. i'm jealous, demanding, too out-spoken, and loud.

i yearn to be that girl in your heart.

trying to be less reliant, more understanding, less pampered, more attractive. but it's hard to deserve a special place. i hate to dress up, or behave in a way that "girls should behave". totally atypical.


but above all these ......................

no one likes to be hidden. when you love them.

aside from all, no white dresses nor pretty shoes, no nice hair nor perfume, no dainty gestures nor poised speeches, just there lies a forsaken loving heart.